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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ is sitting up already with his head between his knees while continuing his sobbing. jumps when simon chucks the pillows across the room, letting out a small sound of surprise at the sudden movement.

though the next moment he's scooting away as far as he can from simon, backed up against the headboard like a scared animal would. ]

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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ gathers his courage and asks: ]

H-how can I be more u-useful for you, S-Simon?

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ lies still, still sulking, but slowly angles his head so that he could look at oliver via corner of his eye. ]

. . . you could talk to me more.

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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

I'm--

[ stops himself, biting his bottom lip to keep the "I'm sorry" held back. inhales, exhales. tries again. ]

I-- I can do that.

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ pauses, 'cause he's trying to think of something to talk about. they're around eachother enough, so isn't sure what to say. ]

... um. I h-had cheesecake t-today?

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[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ interested, but still too sulky to properly respond with his usual fervor, he makes a soft hmm sound instead. ]

What fla--

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ a thought hits him. scrambles to sit up. ]

What? I didn't have any! Where did you get it?

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ blinks in surprise. ]

I-- It was in the k-kitchen. Rob brought it o-over.

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[easytype.livejournal.com]

Rob did?

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ tilts his head. ]

I guess he can eat cheesecake everyday, since he lives outside and all.

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ scoots closer, voice dropping into an excited whisper. ]

Hey, if I ever have to live outside, you'd live with me, right?

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ yet again he's surprised, though there's a hint of red in his cheeks as he looks down. ]

A-as long as you'd l-like me to.

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[easytype.livejournal.com]

We'll get a big house! Bigger than this. We can have two kitchens, and--

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ suddenly stills. ]

. . . what if someone else wanted you to live with them?

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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

... [ thinks on this. ]

I-- [ looks confused, head tilted to the side, not really looking at anything in particular now. ]

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ winces, because now he's conflicted, fighting against two sides of himself. ]

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ finally looks back at simon, frowning deeply. almost looks a bit upset. ]

Why would anyone want to l-live with me that's not y-you?

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[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ scowls. ]

Anna took Sora away. He'll take you away too.

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ uncharacteristic focus here. ]

So would you?

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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ tries to not look panicked, because being put on the spot =/= a sanity saver. ]

I-- I don't know.

[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ stares down at his hands, thinking some more. gathers more courage and stares into simon's eyes. ]

You w-wouldn't let that happen.

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[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ that does the trick. beams. ]

Of course not! You're mine, after all.

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ puts a hand to his chin, plotting. ]

But I still need some more defenses in place. Just in case.

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ jabs a finger at oliver's face, right between his eyes. ]

If anyone other than me says that you're theirs, if they want you to live with them, or anything else that doesn't have me involved, you will say no.

[easytype.livejournal.com]

[ some of the confidence wavers at the last part. ]

C-- [ clears throat. ] Could you do that?

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[sadtype.livejournal.com]

[ ... ah. conflicted some more. on one hand, he's asking if he could say that while meaning it to the fullest. on the other, he's asking if he could say it in general, right? ]